Apologizing fixes nothing, I already told you. [he isn't so desperate that he wants mindless pity from a complete stranger. It feels cheap. A sham.]
...I don't know why I'm bothering to speak to you anymore. [which means he's shutting his journal before Kurt can get another word in. Oops, sorry. Except not.]
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...I don't know why I'm bothering to speak to you anymore. [which means he's shutting his journal before Kurt can get another word in. Oops, sorry. Except not.]